My mental state today is not great. I want so badly to be strong for the people I love, and mostly I succeed. I hope they feel they can lean on me.
I just don’t know how to admit that I maybe need to lean on someone for a few minutes. I don’t want anyone who’s struggling to be strong to feel they need to be strong for me, too.
What I really need is a hug. The last hug I got was March 8. What I will have instead is color-by-number apps and Leslie Jordan videos and possibly hotdish. That will have to be enough for now.
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