My mental state today is not great. I want so badly to be strong for the people I love, and mostly I succeed. I hope they feel they can lean on me. I just don't know how to admit that I maybe need to lean on someone for a few minutes. I don't want anyone … Continue reading Leaning

I said before that I hadn't cried yet. I realized this morning that isn't strictly true. I had cried, but not about the world situation. I cried about art. Back in 2004, Texas had a bad cedar season, and I was spending a lot of time in San Antonio. My sinuses were so stuffy that … Continue reading Lullaby